What Will Happen on Thursday? short??

The last time I had my haircut was 10 weeks ago. 70 days! That’s a long time to go for a hair fetish person to get their haircut! Longer that I’ve gone in years!

But, the last time I had my haircut I had the most courage in my life. As a woman, I’ve never had my hair cut as short as last time. I went into the salon half cocked from alcohol,(on purpose) so had plenty of haircut courage!

I ended up with a number one guard haircut all the way up to the crown in the back, and on the sides. Partly because she was pissed at me for trying to arrange a haircut with her partner in the shop while my regular stylist was away! But I was ready. And, I was super excited to express to myself my haircut courage that day. It really was the alcohol though that made me do it though! But anyway, I had almost no hair in the back or sides! I loved it, and hated it. I hated having to endure some people’s strange looks and them not saying anything. I loved myself for the courage, and loved how it felt when I rubbed my fingers up my nape! I loved the few people who I can only assume are short haircut fetish lovers themselves that said, “I absolutely love your haircut!” I hated the fact the most people looked at me strangely. Either way, here it is 70 days later and I called my stylist today for a haircut appointment.

Stephanie said she has no openings today, but also said, “it’s been a long while!” I replied, “yes I know but remember it was super, super short last time.” She said oh yes, I forgot!

I said, can I message you in the morning to see if you have any openings in your schedule. She said, “please do.”

So, here it is, Wednesday, and I will have to rely on myself to message Stephanie tomorrow morning. I don’t know even if I should. Maybe I can go another week or two. There is another stylist in her shop, Sarah, who I dislike immensely. She had told Stephanie that I once called her for an appointment for a cut, and wanted it shorter than I thought Stephanie could cut it. I was drunk during this message. Anyway, Sarah told Stephanie about it,. Why couldn’t Sarah just keep her mouth shut and cut my hair while Stephanie was away out of town!

So Stephanie was pissed at me for even entertaining the idea of me going to Sarah to get my haircut. The next haircut from Stephanie was the super, super, super short haircut I got last time. A one guard in back all the way up, and on the sides too.

So, again , tomorrow I have to decide to call Stephanie for a cut.
Will she once again do a number one all the way up on sides and back. I don’t really want to go this short this time,,, I do in the future again, because of the excitement of it, but not tomorrow!

She will probably give me an an appointment for tomorrow when I call, but will she just take it upon herself to do the same number one haircut as last time,or will she ask me how I want it cut?

Because, truth be told, I’d rather wait on the number one cut for a future visit. I would ask for a 1-3 cut, graduated from bottom up, even that;s pretty short! I don’t know what to do. I’m nervous about even calling her tomorrow!

I assume the number one guard will come out no matter what I say. I’m kinda afraid it will, no matter what I tell her. Maybe I will just wait another week or two, and ask for a graduated taper of a number 2, 3, to a 4. But would she do that?

She might be so inclined to do a number 1 again no matter what! I am in a pickle here! So it’s a really excitement cut I’m facing tomorrow. She might cut all of the 10 weeks growth i’ve had off, or, I might end up waiting another 1-3 weeks to get a cut, and if I do,a LOT of hair may come off!. Much more that if I get it cut tomorrow! I don’t wanna go too long before the cut, because it will look strange on me getting a much longer cut to a short cut, than a medium long cut to a short cut! Arrgh! What to do!? Maybe I will just not call tomorrow and put the decision off. I don’t dare to get my haircut somewhere else because Stephanie will call me out on it, and be mad. She’d would without a doubt cut me super, super short next time as punishment for going somewhere else, that’s the way she is, I’ve tried it before.

I will call Stephanie tomorrow, and when and if I get in, I will ask for a number 1-3 fade, which is quite short for me! If she complies then great. If she takes it upon herself to do a number 1 again all the way up in back and sides, I guess I will have to live with it. But, for a haircut fetish person like myself, It is Heaven! The not knowing is the best part for a fetish lover!

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